its pain to know that you are the last thing on my mind- anonymous

waiting all my life- rascall flatts

Waiting All My Life Lyrics

(Tommy lee James/Rob Mathes)

Everybody needs it
Everybody wants it
Everybody’s searching for someone
Been down a thousand highways
I never thought would end
Baby, I’ve been

Waiting all my life to find you
Always been one step behind you
Your love babe
I’ve been waiting all my life

I was tired of waiting
Every night was praying
Everyday would be the day I’d find you
I grew so impatient, how long would it take
To know you were out there somewhere
Somewhere waiting, wondering just like me

I’ve been waiting all my life to love you
All that time I was dreaming of you
Your love babe
I’ve been waiting all my life

And did I lose faith, did I lose heart
Maybe I did, but I never lost my way
To where you are - I’ve been

Waiting all my life to find you
Always been one step behind you
Your love babe
I’ve been waiting all my life

I’ve been waiting all my life to love you
All that time I was dreaming of you
Your love babe
I’ve been waiting

Your love I’ve been waiting
Your love I’ve been waiting all my life

All my life, all my life

She's gone- Super junior

on behalf of my friend Kexin who forgot what the song was about


When did you start becoming weary of me
What burdens did I give you
To you, no longer say anything
I’ve become unable to ask now
Without the usual grumbling
Still smiling that polite smile
Losing the sadness that passed by your eyes
I’m sorry, it was absentminded stupidity on my part
my love
When I see you with your back turned to me
The time love clearly took
Now I can see it too
Like a time of separation
I saw it coming
I didn’t know you were such a part of me
If I could turn it all back
No, if you would smile for me just once more
By myself, I’m unable to hold your heart
Because of foolish pride, I’m sorry
my love
When I look at how cold you’ve become
The separation spreading in this instance
Now I know there’s nothing to be done
In the name of love
Slowly like changing colors
Love is leaving me
I didn’t know I had it to begin with
Even words of apology
Although I’m as sorry as this
What could a person like me
Say and how could I say it
Like I can’t breathe, I’m dizzy
Inside lost time
Even if I roam quickly
The only thing I could do now
Is that I can’t do anything
When I see you with your back turned to me
The time love clearly took
Now I can see it too
Like a time of separation
I saw it coming
I didn’t know you were such a part of me


credits to
http://cherry-blossom-heaven.blogspot.com/2008/01/super-junior-shes-gone_4170.html

TO ALL MY FRIENDS, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A dragon looks down,
from that high cloud of his,
and realises whats wrong.

before this his air was clean and fresh
now it was stuffy and felt dead

before this he could pull clouds and eat them like candy
for they were made of the freshest water in the world
now they tasted sour
and he noticed their colour was weird too.




such was the devastation this young race have come up with,
how many more decade will they last?

the sky was a dull blue today.
so was my heart
because of one stupid mistake
i lost my best partner for the next coming month if i'm lucky.
Guys, next time when you go out
cherish every moment with your best friends
it might be your last



=((

how i met all my BAC friends. - challenge from jake

well...... im going to tell you a story. a wonderful story on how i met these crazy friends of mine.

as they say, friends who always praise you are useless and friends that only go against you are asses. hence thank God i met good friends like these

ill start from the first few people i met

Jo Ann: i met her in economics class. it was the first college class i went to and i was sooooooo nervous. then i met her and everything was nice and easy from there. however the class we met in, the first economic class we were in has dissapeared. oh well, what to do?

See Wei: i met her in Mr. Kevin's law class. our first meeting was a little awkward, how that has changed over time. hahahahahaha

Kimberley: i met her in Mr Mohan's Malaysian studies class. she was late and boy did she look blur when she came in. she sat right behind me and since she looked a little lost i decided to turn around and say Hi. hahahaha looking back now who knew we could become good friends.... totally random.

Lee Tat: Another one with regards to the Queen of randomness, i was having lunch with Jo Ann and See Wei when all of a sudden, Kimberley came and said "HI, this is my friend. his name is Tat." i guess it was chemistry or just randomness, but me and him ended up having breakfast together. hahahaha too bad we dont do it anymore. but we are young and perhaps someday we will have an Ang and Tan and associates
hahahaha


Raphael, Junior, Jake: met this triplet at ms sunbeams English classes. Boy those were the rondomest sessions ever. we talked about............... Gosh! i honestly can't remember. hahahaha
life was good, and it will only get better. these are brothers. hahahahaha

lets seee
hmmmmm



express route was interesting


it was in those classes where i got to meet people like May Jean, Thomas, Andrew, Geraldine, Winnie, Siew Yee, Kexin, Nick, Derek, Ashley, Hanna hmmmmmmmm well i cant possibly list down the whole express route right
?




hahahaha
anyways it was in those classes that i got closer to people like Thomas and Andrew and Geraldine and more. you know me right? hahahahahaha

furthermore, with geraldine came Michele. the first time i met her was in Mr Aria's second econs class........ but i dont remember when we started talking
hahahahaha


some people i starte talking to on the internet and got to know them better


like for example

Kexin, never talked much to her in class, but recently found out we both like manga and anime and making fun of lalas, and pretty much do random talking about random stuff, but thats what makes the world so random and random is fun and cool right? so i say lets be random for a bit longer before random turns into stupid and we turn into actual grown ups. Btw i'm still waiting to see your story and see your cosplay. :)
hahahaha.......
perhaps we can start and form a club too....

there is also Jolynn..... where our friendship started on the train that faithful day, and slowly became a good one. hahahahaha! have you sat on your long train yet?





then there are too many numerous others like chew theng and lai yee, whom i dont really remember how we met but i'm so glad ive met you people.

then there is Su Ning and Jessica whom i recently got to know. Really funny and cute("Su Ning is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!" as quoted from Kimberley)
Porridge. HAHAHAHAHA


sorry jake, guess my memory isnt that good after all :(


TO Kimberly who marks our economics papers. thanks for all your wonderful remarks and helpful hints. i mean it. really. at first she was such an enigma. but she is so nice once you get to know her. sorry i din't mention you earlier. i was looking for a good picture of you. hehehehe

woo hoo

This is my first post from my phone........... Woo hoo showing off muahahahaha

MAN WORKING AT THE FAIR ROCKS

I tell you ar
you know ar
woeki at da adu fair
iz so fun

get belanja teppanyaki and also sakae

haha
i lob dis job



besides that
i also got a new phone
hehehehehehe




express music 5530
hahahahahhaha











WOOT !!!!!!!!!!!!




Best week eVER

it was way back when horses still had jobs

"Once upon a time
in the old, old west
there lived a cowboy.

This cowboy was no ordinary cowboy
for he knew something everyone else did not

this cowboy had the power of knowledge
for he has lived ever since
man still hid in caves.

he lived at a time where a man's best friend
was no random mutt
but a sharp stone and a good pair of legs


such was the hardships he had to endure to live as long as he has,"






you see, this cowboy was no ordinary cowboy.
he is special.
he is old






























and he lives in a place called tanjung rambutan
where nurses feed him medication on a daily basis so he doesn't go around disturbing the other
mental patients around him
with stories of sticks and stones
















but then again
he is really old


and the stories he tells seems too real to believe



perhaps there is more to this old cowboy than meets the

eye




=)

This dance - Five for Fighting

This is not our favorite song
but the night is moving right along
may I have your hand, may I have this dance.

I sense that you are amused,
but you just bought those brand new shoes.
It would such a shame not to give us the chance.

And oh my love there is only so
many dances we can take across
the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

I know at times that you feel alone
when I'm here and I'm never home.
You said before is the price that you pay.

On matters of clarity
is not secret you are carrying me.
But you disguise thoughts of fall
I will keep you safe.

And oh my love there is only so
many dances we can take across
the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

And oh....
oh...oh...

This is not our favorite song
but I wish it go on and on
it's moments like these
singers do all they can to stop time.

So let me just say to you
before the DJ changes the tune
you put the beautiful in life
you put the beautiful in life.

colour quiz!!!!!!!!!

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the end??? really??

I always find that I'm waiting for someone
why is it I who always has to do the waiting?

i think as one of my new year resolutions
i shall not wait for things to happen anymore
i shall not wait for people to decide things




life is short
and if the stories about the end of the world is true

then it probably means i dont have much time







i never liked it when the pastor or any other person talked about the end of the world



not really because I'm afraid of death.

but its because i'll regret all the things i have not done because i have waited

waited for school to be over
waited to fall in love
wait, wait, wait



yeah

i hate the end
not cause I'll be no more
it would be cause i would have wasted my life doing nothing i really wanted
because i keep holding myself back




live like its your last
never sounded so good


but alas, this kind of thinking is what gets people killed in freak accidents


so ill try to change my life a bit at a time
live like its your last week i suppose
hahahaha
hahahah
more room to plan ahead now




hahahaha

=D

why is it that whenever i walk into the exam hall all my knowledge leaves me
and i am but an empty husk
and the moment i walk out of that hall
everything rushes back in and gives me a freakin headache
?????
what the hell la


people and things always leave me when i need them most

!@#$%^&*()


screw it la~!

wrapped up in you- Garth Brooks

How do I love you
Well let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

How do I need you
Can't you tell
I need you like a penny
Needs a wishing well
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

Every now and then
When the world
That were living in is crazy
You gladly hold me and carry me through
No one in the world has ever done
What you did for me
And I'd be sad and lonely
If there were no you

Well how do I love you
Let me count the ways
There ain't no number high enough
To end this phrase
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

Every now and then
When the world
That were living in is crazy
You gladly hold me and carry me through
No one in the world has ever done
What you did for me
And I'd be sad and lonely
If there were no you

How do I love you
Well don't you know
I love you bout as deep
As any love can grow
Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

Baby, completely
Wrapped up in you

i wish i was a teenage dirtbag- Norwegian recycling

I Wish Lyrics

Yeah..

I wish I was little bit taller,
I wish I was a baller
I wish I had a girl who looked good
I would call her
I wish I had a rabbit in a hat with a bat
and a '64 Impala

I wish I was like six-foot-nine
So I could get with Leoshi
Cause she don't know me but yo she's really fine
You know I see her all the time
Everywhere I go, and even in my dreams
I can scheme of ways to make her mine
Cause I know she's livin phat
Her boyfriend's tall and he plays ball
So how am I gonna compete with that
'Cause when it comes to playing basketball
I'm always last to be picked
And in some cases never picked at all
So I just lean upon the wall
Or sit up in the bleachers with the rest of the girls
Who came to watch their men ball
Dag y'all! I never understood
Why the jocks get the fly girls
And me I get the hood rats
I tell 'em scat, skittle, skibobble
Got hit with a bottle
And put in the hospital, for talkin' that mess
I confess it's a shame when you livin' in a city
That's the size of a box and nobody knows yo' name
Glad I came to my senses
Like quick-quick got sick-sick to my stomach
Overcome with my thoughts of me and her together
Right?
So when I asked her out she said I wasn't her type
(rpt 1, 1)

I wish I had a brand-new car
So far, I got this hatchback
And everywhere I go, yo I gets laughed at
And when I'm in my car I'm laid back
I got an 8-track and a spare tire in the backseat
But that's flat
And do you really wanna know what's really wack, What
See I can't even get a date
So, what do you think of that?
I heard that prom night is the bomb night
With a hood rat you can hold tight
But really tho' on figuero
When I'm in my car I can't even get a hello
Well so many people wanna cruise Crenshaw on Sunday
Well then I'm gonna have to get in my car and go
You know I take the 110 to the 105
Get off on Crenshaw tell my homies look alive
Cause it's hard to survive
Livin' in a concrete jungle and
These girls just keep passin' me by
She looks fly, she looks fly
Makes me say my, my, my
(rpt 1, 1)

I wish I was a little bit taller...
I wish I was a baller...
I wish I was a little bit taller y'all
I wish I was a baller (3)

Hey, I wish I had my way
'Cause everyday would be a Friday
You could even speed on the highway
I would play ghetto games
Name my kids ghetto names
Little Mookie, big Al, Lorraine
Yo you know that's on the real
So if you're down on your luck
Then you should know just how I feel
Cause if you don't want me around
See I go simple, I go easy, I go greyhound
Hey, you, what's that sound?
Everybody look what's going down
Ahhhh, yes, ain't that fresh?
Everybody wants to get down like that
(rpt 1, 1)

I wish, I wish, I wish...

life's too short

It's a firm belief of mine that life is short.

but somehow its long enough for our hearts to be broken over and over

till our other half comes along

and loves not just the whole thing

but all the broken pieces as well.

I guess what would life be without all these moments

life itself is ironic i suppose

without darkness we wouldn't know light

without hate we won't know love

without a mess how would we know whats neat

so i believe our hearts are meant to be broken

over

and

over again

till we finally find someone to fix it again

then we would treasure it even more

hence i say

live with your heart on your sleeves

hide nothing

if it gets broken

well

just remember

that its bringing you one step closer to that special someone

remember that it will make you treasure them more






hahahahahaha



i used to believe in love at first sight

i somehow still do

perhaps its all in the chemistry

we will get attracted to people who are capable of breaking our hearts

however the one that doesnt will be our final someone






so

go out and break hearts


you are helping someone along the way



hahahahahahahaha


=D

bubbles

what is it that we see in bubbles?
they are there for such a short time
and yet they inspire
young children and adults alike


its amazing that something that lasts for perhaps a couple of seconds could
have such an impact on people


yes people


bubbles

are great



hahahahahaha





anyways, perhaps we should all be like bubbles
we live to inspire
live to show people that
even though our lives are short


it is how we live it that is important

think about it
if a bubble lasted
much longer than a few seconds

wont we eventually get bored of it?
hahahaha


hence its not how long we live that matters


it is what we live for
how we live
and why we live that
really matters


death is trivial.


=D

It's that time of the year again

Ewing is leaving.
another one is leaving to further improve themselves
im happy for them
and yet i feel sad
not that im jealous that they are leaving
but cause im still stuck here.
oh well





anyways, christmas is around the corner again
now that i think back
what have i done for the past christmas's?
this year should be a different one


firstly cause for once in a long time
i am spending it with no actual worries on my shoulders
secondly cause i have more people to spend it with
thirdly cause im beginning to stop and smell the roses




hence this year might have started off slowly
took a nose dive in the middle

but im sure it will end with a BANG!

ill end this post with something i picked up from my friends




what to do,
life ma,
randomloh



hahahahhahahahha



credits and kudos to,
jake
junior
kean hoe


=D

if my heart was a house you'd be home - Owl City

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house you'd be home

A good Dream

I am so glad
that i was sent a good dream last night
i dreamt of things to come
possibilities
an endless ocean.

it kinda makes me reflect on times i've been emo
hahahaha
they seem so small and fickle in comparison to the wide world out there

i don't think things have changed
i am only being exposed to newer things every day
my world is slowly growing
larger and larger each day

and in all this change and confusion
i got a good dream
something that hasnt happened in a long time
which gives me hope


the future isnt so scary after all

all that one needs is hope and faith
and a lot of patience

and perhaps some grit.




you know what

i think this life is going to be a good one





:D